Contemplating Thoughts

I understand the themes of life

How each door closes so you can find another

And your life is a continuing cycle of change and finding ways to cope

I understand the terms of people

They have the right to refuse to remain the same

And if you can't keep up, then that's your problem to deal with your own way

I understand that I am blessed

Even when I feel cursed

When I feel like nothing is going my way and I'm challenged by my thirst

To always keep one foot forward and stay ahead of the game

But sometimes each step I take to go ahead falls on a windmill that pushes me back

And this circle never stops and I don't know how to get off without falling

Back to the place I started

And I understand...

Nothing. Not even me.

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